23 04, 2018

Divine Grace and Good Fortune


In every moment, someone loses someone close and thus pain and grief tumble from the heart to fill the aura, then tumble from the aura into earth.

At any one moment, millions of people are in that state of pain and grief, yet for most, they do not feel it as they did not know the person who has passed or those in grief.

A child, a grandmother, a husband or a wife.
Who knows the pain, the searing strife.
Who knows the emptiness,
of passing life?

When that pain and grief touches us, then we know it and can attest to the difficulties of others when it comes upon them, but for the most part, lives pass and we don’t know those people. Their pain does not touch us as it would if it were someone close.

Through the history of humanity, how many lives have been lived and passed away? It must be impossible to calculate, but it is certain that we all travel the same road. We are all going in that same direction as those who passed this way before us. There is nothing we can do about it. We must at some point leave.

It is wise to think about the journey and prepare; to speak to those who are close and ensure that we are all as comfortable as possible with the process. Try to engage in the imagery that all is not lost, but that we are merely moving to another dimension where a different life awaits.

There is no death.
There is only transformation from one state to another.

But when hearts that have been strongly bonded in this life must separate, no amount of understanding can ausage the pain and grief of loss.

I often take a moment to think about the poor people in war torn areas who are losing friends and relatives all the time and they have no control over their circumstances. It is just luck or Divine Grace that allows them to continue living whilst neighbours fall.

My heart, indeed, does feel their pain and loss even though I might not know them, for it is only by that Divine good fortune that some of us know peace in our land, whilst others know only pain, grief and uncertainty.

I bless them with my heart, my light and my love and I dedicate this Sunday’s Darshan to all those in such dire circumstances.

With Love and Blessings,


Divine Grace and Good Fortune 2018-04-23T11:12:11+00:00
16 04, 2018

The Illusion of Time


As we all know time is an illusion, it doesn’t exist. Those who have made many advanced steps on the spiritual path may even have learned how to go beyond time and space and enter Fifth Dimensional Reality. However, we have to come back into this reality to function at any level where other people might actually understand us. LOL.

This illusion of time can be a tricky thing. Firstly, it doesn’t exist and so you can’t have any of it in the first place, but you can actually run out of it, even though you don’t have any!

That has been the situation this week, I’m afraid. Those of you who dwell upside down below the equator will have noticed that you didn’t read a notification for Darshan in time to register because the time illusion ran out before I wrote anything. Not enough time this week to get to where I wanted to get to in terms of production.

Living upside down is another illusion. When looking at the earth from a certain angle in space, people are positioned all around the sphere with their feet on the surface. Yet some of them are upside down and others are horizontal around the equatorial regions, whilst those nearer the top are the right way up. Yet, if you get on a plane and fly from one end of the earth to the other, then you find that people are not upside down, but they most certainly were when viewed from space. Just another of life’s little illusions.

So, my apologies to those of you in Australia and New Zealand who are way ahead of us in time when you mark the passing of the hours on your electric sundials. However, I note with joy that the regulars have joined me anyway, knowing that regardless of me being out of time, Darshan will be delivered at the time that it is expected.

Do you know why that is?

It is because of a trick in the Fifth Dimensional Reality. I merely wind back the none existent clock to deliver Darshan to all those who have registered, even though I haven’t seen their registration.

Do you know how this is possible?

It is because I have an assistant that works in many dimensions, not just this one or, indeed, the Fifth one.

He watches your heart. He knows if you are going to register or not. In fact, he even stumulates your heart occassionally to influence you to register because he can see that you need something special from him. When you register, he has the opportunity to deliver his gift through Darshan, directly into your heart.

He knows that when I am back in the hot seat, I will ensure that all the paperwork for Darshan is done correctly and no heart will be missed. It will be completed in Real Time, that is Real Time of the illusory kind and it will be completed with the Light in my heart.

So time is an illusion and we create the illusion of having some of it. This illusory time is very useful for getting together with others at a certain, prearranged time and occassionally we might be late, looking at our time pieces and declaring, “Where did the time go!”

The time probaby went back into that place where it is stored before becoming an illusion. We keep it in time machines, that we call clocks, watches, phones and whatever. It comes in analog and digital forms and occassionally gives you the same numbers twice to show you that someone is letting you how special the moment is.

It will be 17:17 in a moment, and I’ll be sending you this belated message of love.

Whether you have already received your Darshan 10 hours ago, or are about to prepare for it in the next few hours, you can be certain of one thing. It will never fail to arrive and when it hits your heart it will be nothing but pure love from beyond the realms of time and space.

As I rushed to the computer to send the Darshan message, I didn’t have time to write a little note to you, but my friend who arranges everything when I am late, wrote it through my fingers as soon as I sat down.

There must have been enough time!

Please enjoy your Darshan.

With my deepest Love and Blessings.


The Illusion of Time 2018-04-16T09:32:10+00:00
9 04, 2018

The Apprentice


The journey begins when you are born. You become an apprentice human being and your Masters are your parents.

The role of the Master is to pour love into you and teach you the ways of the world.

As you grow, your apprenticeship moves through phases, especially as you develop the desires for what you like to experience. Perhaps that is swimming or sport, drawing, fabrics, model making or a million others things that children love to engage in.

Perhaps all you have is a muddy yard full of filth to play in. No matter, your imagination will offer you great opportunities to be happy merely playing with a couple of stones.

Take a moment for gratitude for the apprenticeship you have, for it may offer you so much more than others to stimulate that divine imagination.

As you continue to grow, your Master may be your school teacher and you may well have other Masters who teach you things too, such as scout masters or girl guiding Masters, or trainers in some chosen activity that you desire to learn, filling your heart with the joy of experience.

But always, you are the apprentice, the one willing to learn.

As you grow, your Master will teach you more practical things, like the skills of some trade that will enable you to gain income and make your way in the world.

My first such Master was Tom, a great artist from Salford who tried to teach me commercial art, but this was unfortunately a mismatch as the apprentice had no such artistic ability whatsoever. However, Tom poured love and patience into me and I loved being with him and watching him execute great paintings. At lunchtimes we would walk the back streets of Salford sketching the buildings and Tom would then deliver a wonderful rendition on hardboard in oils. I have no idea where some of those paintings went, but the love of them is still in my heart.

I had left school at 15 years of age without qualifications. It was 1966 and I just went to work as an apprentice. By 17, I was living more than 200 miles away from Tom and teaching myself how to run a hotel. One day, I was collecting food supplies for the hotel from a ship’s chandler stores and the man in charge was about 23 years old. When we had loaded the car with the supplies he asked me to come up to the office for the invoice.

As I entered the office, I saw him typing the invoice. I had never seen a man type before. I was completely taken to see this amazing skill being displayed, yet I had seen my mother typing all through my childhood and it had never called to me. Later that same day, I apprenticed myself to a new Master. A Pitman’s Typing book.

I began immediately on the hotel typewriter, just typing anything that I could. Was it desire or something deeper that drove me in this direction? It was certainly an overwhelming force that could not be resisted. I had no choice but to gain this ability.

By the age of 24, I had left the hotel business and was back in the city of Manchester, having apprenticed myself to a new Master, Kevin, and also to a sight and sound typing course to improve my accuracy and speed. Kevin was a Journeyman Compositor, a Master in the art and craft of setting type for printing. At the time Kevin served with his Master, it was a six year apprenticeship and I was about to serve a similar term.

As I continued to grow, I started my own typesetting business and some years later Kevin came to work for me and I also had an apprentice of my own, Chris. It was now my time to be a Master. Chris’s abilities blossomed and he went on to teach typesetting at Manchester University and later started his own typesetting company using the traditional skills that his Master had taught him. If you have ever read any of my books, Chris assembled them. I am very proud of his achievements.

But one’s apprenticeship does not end when you become a Master, for there is always a greater Master awaiting those who have the vision to see.

I ran my typesetting business for many years but by the end of the late 1980s, personal computers had reached the desktop publishing phase and most of our clients were investing in young people and the new technology and so traditional typesetting was rapidly becoming a thing of the past. Many companies went out of business during that phase, but in the meantime a new Master was calling me.

I was in my late 30s when strange things began to happen to me. Pressure was building up in my physical body to the point where I thought I might explode on some days. The pressure also had strange effects on my mind, such as making me very distracted or being taken deeply within myself. Suddenly the pressure began to flood out of my hands as heat and I swear I could occasionally see lightening coming from my fingertips, too. This phenomenon was confirmed to me many years later as I sat with a highly intuitive teacher, who casually said to me, “Do you know you have lightening coming out of your finger-tips?” However, at the time I was first experiencing this phenomenon, I considered that perhaps I was seriously disturbed and needed to find some help.

I didn’t realise that I was being apprenticed to a new Master at the time, and that this pressure was his introduction. It took quite some time to understand this. About three years in total. I went through what can only be described as a kind of breakdown. Everything that I was or did was smashed. My business went, home went; marriage went. All was taken until I was empty and ready to begin my new apprenticeship.

It was then that my new Master sent people to explain what was happening to me. Through various convoluted means, people came into my life commenting upon my light or energy. I had no idea what they were talking about. What light? What is energy?

“Are you healing yet,” they would say.

“Healing? What is healing?” I would reply.

“You are here to be a healer. You are having a healing awakening,” they said.
“Not me,” I thought. I don’t want to do any of that kind of work. It isn’t me. I wouldn’t know where to begin. I have no understanding of it. I am a back room boy, a problem solver, a thinker. I am a practical every day sort of a guy.

No, you are going to be a healer, came the reply from somewhere in the ether.

Since the initial lightening phase, it was now 3 years on, and I was a practicing healer. My Master had poured so much light and energy into me, there was only one place it could go, which was into others. But yet, he had still not shown himself to me, but I knew he was there. In fact, I had known he had been there since I was a child and he lets me know that I don’t need to see him because my knowing of him is complete.

From the time of that first pressure building up, my life is now some 28 years further on and my apprenticeship is going very well. I am very happy with it and my Master pours so much love into my heart that I almost burst with it some days. He pours it through my finger-tips too when they are on the keyboard, such as right now.

There are other days, when I am set tasks to learn, challenges to overcome, attachments to dissolve and matters to deal with that require more trust than you can imagine. Trust is not an issue for me though because I have been taught well with gentle guidance. When I used to slip off the path, the hand was so swift to hit me with love on the back of my head that the pain was a good awakener, indeed. My Master taught me the meaning of instant karma.

I think that my apprenticeship to this Master will run for at least another 28 years and I am hopeful that it will continue into the next life and beyond, and of that I have no doubt. When this particular Master calls you to your apprenticeship, you know that there is no letting go, no going back and no choice. When he chooses you to serve under him, you can be certain of the most amazing apprenticeship in life, never ending and ever opening into new and limitless possibilities.

In order for him to call to you though, first you have to seek him, but seek and indeed, you will find.

From travelling with my healing couch from house to house in those early days to being shown how the universe works, I have travelled many miles with my Master guiding me. I bless the day that I signed up for this latest apprenticeship, even though I had no idea that I had signed up. Clearly, it was him who put the fire into my heart when I signed up to the Pitman’s Typing course.

Quietly, he whispered his fire into my heart, “You are going to need to be able to do this.”

With my deepest Love and Blessings.


The Apprentice 2018-04-09T09:46:50+00:00
31 03, 2018

Pilgrimage in the Light of Truth

Whether we understand it or not, we are all pilgrims, those on a journey. Some of us are actually aware at times that we are making a specific pilgrimage to perhaps a holy place or a place that maybe sacred to us in some way, having some kind of meaning to our heart. I have been on many pilgrimages to the ancient standing stones, where for some years I was given a reward from our Earth Mother for having journeyed with an open heart in order to learn about the nature of sacredness, or even the sacredness of nature, and in fact, both.

As my consciousness was opening and expanding I was guided to visit these ancient places in order to be given a vibration to create a vibrational essence. It would transpire that each essence opened my heart and consciousness a little more. When the time was ripe, I was bidden to take another journey and receive yet another gift in exchange for my efforts.

One day, I was asked to undertake a mission to Delphi for such a reason. Well, I knew that Delphi was over in the direction of Greece, but I was not sure exactly where and so the maps were brought out and plane tickets purchased.

As I was landing at Athens airport at 3.00am, I saw a flash outside of the plane window, which I thought were lights on the wing, however, it proved to be lightening and within minutes one of the greatest storms in recorded history unleashed itself over Greece.

I had arranged a hire car. By the time I stepped into it, my clothes were sodden. The deluge was indescribable and my journey lay 3 hours over the mountains towards the Aegean coast. As I left Athens airport, cars were already strewn across the main roads facing all directions and the windscreen wipers barely coped with the amount of water falling from the sky. I was trying to read the road signs, which of course are in Greek, but I did at least know a few Greek letters of the alphabet.

As I left the lighted streets and gained some altitude, there was no let-up. The rain was so intense I could only drive extremely slowly, almost walking pace, watching the kerb just in front of the car as it was impossible to see further. At one point, I ended up at a dead end in a farm yard as the kerb had left the main road to my right and not being able to see that this was a junction, I had carried on following the kerb. I turned round and followed the opposite kerb back until I found the main road again. In places the road was just a river and in other places, rivers were running across the road, tumbling down the mountains. The rocks and debris that had come down from the mountains were incredible to see and after several hours, I arrived at the house that I had rented.

Journey, Pilgrimage or Mission? I had known before I set off from England that it was going to be a mission. That was the word that was given to me.

That night, roads, railways, building, hillsides, houses and businesses were all washed away. There was nothing left of some of the roads. It was incredible to see the devastation.

Later in the week, I made my way to Delphi to obtain the vibration for an essence from the Temple of Apollo. Of course, you can’t access the temple because it is guarded, but here I was. I took a good look round and considered my best option for receiving the vibrational gift. I stumbled upon a hole in the ground. It was the entrance to a type of hypocaust, a hollow space which leads under the floor of a building, usually for heat or ventilation. Down I went, underground, crawling on my belly as far as I dared, then took out my glass vial and received the vibration.

I reversed back out of the dark and into the sunshine, not knowing what had been given. To this day, I am still unsure, whereas with most essence vibrations, I am given a reading for it almost immediately. However, it is in the repertoire of my essence library and occasionally it calls to various people.

I have often thought since that time that there could have been a nest of vipers or any number of things that you might not wish to get bitten by down there, but I was safe.

Delphi is the place where two worlds meet. It is where the veil is thinnest and it has a long history of being the place where the oracle speaks, or where the Universe speaks through the oracle.

As I went through security at Athens airport, I was the only person putting my belongings through the scanner. As my jacket came out of the other side, my watch, which I had worn every day for more than 30 years had been taken, but there was nobody else there. The plane was being held whilst the police made enquiries and eventually I had to get on the plane or remain in Athens. Then it hit me. The watch was the exchange I had to make for what I had been given and was also a lesson in attachment. Sometimes I wonder what that mission was all about.

When I returned home, some people I knew who lived in Greece contacted me to say that they were fairly convinced that the great storm was because of my visit. I must confess to having the same feelings at the time. Well, perhaps not so much feelings, but a knowing, which doesn’t bear thinking about really.

The Universe said “Go to Delphi”, so I went. I don’t question the universe, I just do as I am bid, and sometimes I think maybe I was just being tested. The journey over the mountain was certainly a test. It was like the Universe just threw everything it could at me, but I made that journey and as dawn broke, I lay my head on a soft pillow and slept.

Yes, we are all on a pilgrimage and the place we are going to is called enlightenment. Some of us are being pushed there, and others can take a little more time. Some will be challenged and others will be uplifted, guided and taken there. It’s all in the nature of what we need to learn along the way and how much karma we need to settle.

As your heart opens and your consciousness expands and you become more at one with Universal Consciousness, you leave a lot of things behind you, such as emotional needs, attachments, watches and even people. You begin to realise that not many are at the same place as yourself on the journey and so you learn to journey alone, doing what you need to do when you need to do it. Many years ago, I had a very clear vision one day about my own journey. I was alone in this world but I wasn’t alone on my journey. There were two of us walking side by side and the other one was Jesus. Just me and him on the journey.

I’m not sure who was leading, but we didn’t half get into a few scrapes together, but I reckon I was the one feeling the pain and he was the one picking me up again each time I stumbled and made a mess of things. Eventually, I think I began to hear the guidance more clearly in times of decision and things worked out better.

Along the way, I learned a lot and was fortunate to be able to help a few others see where they were on the path of their own journey. Pouring a little light into their hearts so that they could feel the guidance of their own inner light.

Occasionally some of that light comes back to me and shows me how I helped them. Very occasionally, it comes back from those souls who see the truth most clearly. Children! If you want to know truth, ask a child, for they are unencumbered by the weighty consciousness of adults.

When you take your garments and put them under your feet, even as little children, and you trample them; then shall you behold the Son of Him who is living.

 Jesus of Nazareth

As you make your journey, your pilgrimage, or embark upon any of the missions that have been presented to you, then you will never be alone, it is just a case of knowing who is with you. A small boy of 5, who was unencumbered by the adornments of age, sent me a message about the Darshan Light this week. At this time of Easter, he wanted to share his light with you all.
Pilgrimage in the Light of Truth 2018-03-31T16:06:50+00:00
25 03, 2018

Cynicism and Suspicion?

The word Gospel means Good News. Go tell the Gospel, the Good News. What has that got to do with Cynicism and Suspicion?

The expression of these two words are encountered often by people who’s lives may not be the same as those who might be considered, ‘the norm’, or as the lives of ordinary folk.

If you have experienced a different kind of life from ‘the norm’, and as a result experienced a different kind of life-experience, well then, you better be prepared to encounter the projection of Cynicism and Suspicion when you share your story.

This has been happening to me since I was a boy at school. I was fascinated by the Universe, for example, and amazing scientific facts would store themselves in my mind, such was my excitement to discover them, but if I tried to share such knowledge with friends, it was usually met by derision and rejection. You learn to keep your mouth shut in order to avoid the pain of ridicule. However, it continues to happen from time to time and is bound to if your life experience is different from the norm.

After my initial awakening and establishing my healing practice I was in demand on the speaking circuit and I enjoyed it. My work was blossoming and I loved to share my knowledge and experiences and most importantly, these people were thirsty to hear the good news. We were on the same wave-length. Obviously, all not of the norm!

However, as I tried to share certain products or services to the wider world, it came back to me from time to time that people were either cynical about the properties or suspicious of the offer.

I found this hurtful in one way, that people might consider that I was a liar or a conman, and unbelievable in another way, when they only had to try it to find out the truth. Most importantly, I couldn’t believe how people could be so judgemental about something that they may have little knowledge of. I would wonder how humanity would ever progress with such closed, cynical or suspicious approaches to life.

Then again, there was always something innocent and maybe a little naive about myself. Yes, I was conned and robbed many times along the way, because I actually trusted everyone, but that is fine, I learned a few lessons that needed learning. However, I remained open minded to everything. I tried never to judge anything, unless it was from my own experience, then that became my truth. In that way, the Universe was able to bring me many, many opportunities, because it knew that I would take them, review them and progress them in a kind scientific way, usually by trial and error.

Eventually, the Universe shared its secrets with me. It taught me the Laws of how it all worked. Why would it do this? Because it knew that I would share the knowledge with those who were open to receive.

I wonder how many opportunities the Universe brings to those who are closed-minded, cynical or suspicious? Knowing a little about how the Universe works, the answer would be, not many. It wouldn’t waste its time and energy on something that was not going to return a reflection to the Universal whole.

I heard a line on one of our radio soap opera shows recently where a chap wanted to get his land cleansed and wondered about finding someone with shamanic or geomantic abilities to have a look at the problem. He described such people as Hippy, Dippy types. Those of us who have learned how to do amazing things with our consciousness, often through years of study, practical application and inner transformation can still be referred to by derogatory terms by those who are ignorant of the subject.

Those who sit upon the fence of Cynicism and Suspicion most often live life with their heads in a black cloth bag and follow the flock like blind sheep, never having the courage to stand on the edge and find their own truth. Their consciousness is only opened to a fraction of its potential, yet those who have done the work and expanded their inner horizons are the hippy, dippy ones, in their eyes. Well, you have to just laugh, don’t you, otherwise you would become as mad as a blind sheep. LOL.

Is there any hope for humanity? I really mean it, but you have to laugh at the absurdity of blind judgement.

And so, to the point of this little exercise that came to me from the ether today. How do you spread the good news of your product or service without it being the victim of Cynicism and Suspision, especially when the product you are bringing to the world defies all present logic and scientific proof? I expect when science catches up, it will no doubt claim the truth of it from the rooftops and help people to find the way. Alas, we may have some time to wait for that day. In the meantime, those of us who have something to offer, must get on with offering it and those with eyes wide open will have the opportunity to taste the fruits of our labours, and thus expand their experience of reality.

Sharing the Gospel. In other words,  MARKETING!  LOL!

They are one and the same thing but people are terrified of selling their wares, gifts, talents and services for the fear of them being met with Cynicism and Suspicion.

Some time ago, I had a little epiphany one morning. Something totally shifted in my consciousness around this issue of being reticent to market my wares, the wonderful products that I had been guided to create and which unlocked my heart and deeper consciousness to the point where I could bring into this world the Light of the Universe. As I stepped out of bed one morning, I suddenly felt this wonderful sense of joy in being able to share my work with the world. There was no reticence any longer. No angst at fielding any negative feedback. Just joy that I had something to offer the world. Moreover, I was the living proof of its efficacy.

If you see an offer coming from me at any time, you can be sure that I am extremely joyful at being able to share this with you. That my heart is fully engaged with yours through the light in my products of my work; and that I am sharing something that absolutely changed my life for the better and continues to do so.

The light that I offer to your heart, in whatever form, is the same light that took me on an amazing inner journey of Divine expansion and created a life that I could never have imagined in my wildest dreams. I wish only the same for you.

With My Deepest Love and Blessings.

Cynicism and Suspicion? 2018-03-25T10:15:52+00:00
24 12, 2017

Return of the Light – Happy New Year


It is like 1999 all over again… the power of the Light, that is. The expansion of the Universe. The awakening flow of consciousness.

On the Eve of Winter Solstice, I could not sleep and had to get up again. This also happened to a number of other friends; the ones who are connected deeply into our Mother Earth and the Universe. What an amazing sign of things to come.

As we entered the solstice phase on the 21st, I could already feel the power of the Light returning to the north. For those of you in the south, you will no doubt be experiencing the mid-summer’s warmth, or even boiling heat in some parts, but for us in the frozen north, we are quite ready to experience the Light returning. It is quite mad and bizarre that the energy can change so much in just a few hours.

This morning, the day after solstice, yet again the energy was pulling me out of bed with such an excitement to it. Time to get things moving and ride this amazing wave that is being brought forth for us.

So, what do I mean about 1999? At that time, there was such a power bathing the earth from the Universe, the most powerful time I have ever experienced in my life. At that time, people were still waiting for the gateway of 2012 and it seemed like there was so much inactivity and I couldn’t understand it. At that time I was teaching many groups of spiritual seekers and pointing out to them all the present signs for uplifting us  It was a great time of awakening, but there also seemed to be some kind of torpor, like nobody could feel the energy bathing our earth but everyone was just standing still and waiting.

Each morning you have to feel the energy and respond to it, but back then it seemed like the majority of people were happy to wait another 13 years for an event that was already happening, the result being that many, many people missed the opportunity to ride that wave.

As we approached 2012, there was much speculation as to what would happen. People were emailing me asking how they should prepare; and would the earth end. It was quite intense, but the energy around us was calm and peaceful, yet people were working themselves up into a frenzy of collective consciousness and fearing the worst.

My answer was that nothing would happen. It would be a day, just like the rest. If anything, December 2012 was the final phase of what began in 1999, The End Time of an energetic period. Of course, the end is always the beginning, but what characterises an ending is usually sleep. All phases out, fades away and ceases to exist.

People miss so much by not being attuned to what is happening around them. Since those times I have met many others who did indeed catch that wave and fully realised what was happening in 1999. Now, today, we are again experiencing such a fabulous wave building up and if we don’t learn how to feel it then indeed we will allow ourselves to be passed over and it may be another good few years before the opportunity arises again.

In three months from now, it will be Spring Equinox in the north, the day when the sun actually crosses the equator. Commonly known as the First Day of Spring. The radio and TV channels will have a little piece on their news or magazine programmes about it, as they always do. But the reality is that the spring energy is already with us and they will be 3 months behind the truth of what is happening.

I often begin to feel the shift in the woodlands before now, usually around the end of the first week in December, but it does seem to have been a bit slower this year and I had to wait for Solstice Eve to feel it this time.

It seems like it has been holding back because when it did come, it was so intense that it could not be ignored. It was an energy that shouts out. “This is Your TIme. Do Not Hesitate. Rise early in the mornings and ride this wave of energy to the full.” Carpe Diem.

As those of you in the south of our planet begin to enter the resting period, the giving thanks for abundance period and drift towards hibernation, we in the north should now celebrate the Return of the Light.

The Sun Returns… The Son Returns.

Allow the twin sources of Light to illuminate your heart and invigorate your soul. Step up into your creative power and expression and bring yourself into the world.

I could write a couple of pages of news about what is unfolding with The Emerald Heart Light and what I will be offering this coming year, but I’ll leave it for now and just wish you Carpe Diem!!!

Don’t let the world leave you behind.

Don’t allow yourself to be left behind by the Universe.

Ride this coming wave for all that you are worth, for we have no idea when the next one will come.

This is your great opportunity to become a part of something extraordinary – A Creator of the New Reality.

With my Deepest Love and Blessings.


Return of the Light – Happy New Year 2017-12-24T10:03:00+00:00
27 11, 2017



Love is all around us, but what we see in the media is the opposite.

I began to write a book a long, long time ago called An Act of Evil, but like a  number of books, once I had put my thoughts down and gained the understanding that I was looking for, I abandoned the project for the time being.

It all started when I was woken with an insight in the middle fo the night, that’s often when they come. It was a play on words. To be full of LOVE, is to LIVE and anything less than being full of Love is to be partly filled with something other than Love.

To LIVE is the act of allowing LOVE to flow through you and express itself into the world, but if you allow this other stuff, the something other than LOVE to flow into the world, then what is it?

It is the opposite of LIVE or the reverse of LIVE which is EVIL.

EVIL just means an absence of LOVE.

The expression of the consciousness of EVIL is any word or act that is not LOVE and it is death rather than life. It is the opposite expression of LIVE. It has no life force that uplifts, but is an energy that dengrates.

An act of evil may be something as simple as snapping an answer ‘at’ a person, rather than speaking with thoughtful love upon your tongue. Well, we all do it now and then don’t we, because sometimes we are stressed, worried or trying to work something out when the person speaks to us whilst we are not in our full awareness, but distracted by our process. It is very difficult in this modern world to be in this beautiful state of being filled with LOVE and speaking only words that LIVE.

The other reason that we are not completelhy full of LOVE is that we are still evolving to that state, and one has to be fully aware of these opposites at all times, how they are active within you and how you express them into the world in order to progress upon the path of evolution. The more you bring your attention to your words, the more they show you their radiance, the percentage of light versus darkness.

Masuru Emoto’s work demonstrated the difference between words that LIVE compared with words that do not LIVE, with his experiment with the two jars of rice, Each jar was spoken to each day with either words of LOVE or words of EVIL. The rice that did not receive loving words decayed and went black very quickly whilst the rice that had been spoken to with LOVE maintained its life force.

In the Gospel of Thomas, Jesus gave a teaching about this.

What goes into your mouth will not defile you,
but what comes out of your mouth,
that is what will defile you.

What this means is that every word that you utter that comes from a place within you that is not love, will injure someone, but at the same time, it will also injure the person speaking it as a direct reflection of what you have just brought into the world. This is a demonstration of The Law of Reflection in action, or karma. But what people do not realise is that this self-defilement is instant. The energy comes right back at you in the moment. A little at a time these dark energies build up within you and eventually manifest into dis-ease.

The only way LIGHT comes into this world is through a heart that LIVES and therefore, is full of LOVE.

There are two sources of pure LOVE, one is the Divine Mother, the Earth and the other is the LIGHT of the masculine, the consciousness of all that is above.

When you bring together your Mother and Father in your heart, you have completed the Merkaba of bringing heaven down to earth and taking earth up to heaven through your centre.

You have allowed Mother and Father to be united in your heart and their LIGHT, LOVE and ENERGY will flow into this world through you, and you will truly LIVE.

And no act of EVIL shall fall from your mouth and defile you.

With my Deepest Love and Blessings.


BRIDGING HEAVEN AND EARTH 2017-11-27T09:50:17+00:00
20 11, 2017

A Meeting With Destiny


Today is a beautiful autumn morning in my part of the United Kingdom, just over the border from ancent Wales. I love the border lands, there is always mystery here.

In fact I lived in deepest Wales for 8 years in my late teens and early twenties and I still have friends in that part. One friend in particular shared my passion for the ancient sacred places and we visited and explored many interesting sites, not printed in most of the guide books. One of those sites in particular gave us a most spectacular display of the nature spirits in action one day.

As we walked through an ancient forest track towards the Cromlech of Gwal-y-Filiast, my friend was a couple of steps in front of me. Suddenly an energetic wall was thrown across our path. It hit him so hard that he cried out, “What’s happening to me?”

I had seen the energy coming just about the time it hit him. “Don’t move!” I repled with some urgency. “Stand perfectly still and do not move!” I repeated.

I hadn’t walked into the wall as I had seen it, even though it was invisible to normal eyes, of course, but nevertheless, I was very aware that something very powerful was taking place. I told my friend to take a couple of steps backwards towards me and keep his eyes looking down towards the earth. “Do not look up!” His aura was almost inside out. He felt terribly ill and sick. He was mumbling and trembling and I told him not to worry and explained that we were being stopped from proceeding and that we should just stand here until the spirit of the forest, or whatever it was, gave us further instruction. Later, I understood that it was the God, Pan, and of course, his energy does cause panic and my friend was certainly experiencing that.

Suddenly, it began to rain, the noise in the leafy canopy was huge. I even thought it was a hail storm. As we looked up, it wasn’t raining water or hail. It was raining all manner of twigs, leaves and what seemed like thousands of tiny bits and pieces from the tree canopy. It was incredible and bizarre. There was no wind and nothing that would trigger such a deluge. It was a tremendous noise and it wasn’t happening anywhere else other than where we stood. My friend was again in a panic, but I was standing firm and trying to read the signs. It was of course very clear. This was a major nature spirit intervention into our pilgrimage.

We stood for quite some time without moving. Perhaps about fifteen minutes. During that time a family group with a dog passed us by and we bid each other good morning. The children were bouncing and making a lot of noise and the dog was leaping about and barking. From our point on the pathway, I could just see the capstone of the cromlech some 50 metres away. Even then, I was unsure if I should even look at it.

As we continued to stand, I was given the words. ‘Inner Silence’. “Go into the inner silence.” I went so deep I could actually hear the grass growing. I could feel the forest breathing and every atom of life in that place. I told my friend to go deeply into the inner silence, too. During this time, I has also been rearranging his aura somewhat and then shortly after this he was feeling better and we were given permission to continue and the wall was removed.

Very carefully, with great reverence and respect, we took each step gingerly as there was still a powerful presence all around us. As we approached in silence the family and friends were still at the cromlech. Children still running and making a lot of noise and the dog still barking. We were somewhat disappointed, feeling that the serenity of the sacred place had been shattered and to a certain degree, our own pilgrimage had been disturbed at a deep level.

But then I saw what was coming next. As we stood to one side, not actually entering the sacred space, I said to my friend, “Watch what happens now and remember those words, Inner Silence.” Within a couple of moments the dog and children went totally silent and the family moved off without a sound, not even a word. We never heard them again.

The space was clearly being made ready for us. We wered stopped so that this family who were perhaps 15 minutes behind us on the trail, could pass.

We enjoyed our time there and as we were leaving, suddenly my heart said, “You haven’t given thanks.” I thought to myself that we had not been seeking anything tpday, but just visiting but I knew I had no choice. I had to go back and give thanks. My friend asked what I was giving thanks for? I answered that I didn’t know, but that I had to go back, walk three times around the cromlech and give thanks, which I did as he watched.

It felt complete, but that is all I could say about it.

At 5.00am the following morning, I was woken and given the text for the book VISION.

Remember when you are in nature that it functions on many levels. If you are listening and feeling in the moment as you walk with Pan, the spirit of the woods or forest, the nature spirits and whatever else might live there, be wise and take your time. For sometimes magic is waiting for you. Great gifts might be just around the corner. If you do not have the appropriate level of reverence and respect, you will walk right through the magic, unperceived.

That day, I also received the essence of Inner Silence, which has been one of the most amazing of the many essences that I have been gifted to bring into this world for the evolution of humanity.

Some time after that, I had to return to the cromlech by myself. It was spring equinox and I had to spend the night in the forest alone in a death and rebirth ceremony, such as in the native American way. However, I drew the line at digging a grave and lying in it.

The cromlech lay nearly 200 miles from where I lived and that week there had been severe weather warnings. The sun shone on a bitter day as I drove south towards the Preseli Mountains in West Wales. I parked the car and began my journey towards the ancient woods and the valley below. The temperature was zero and as I stepped onto the mile long track for the decent, the snow began to fall. A perfect greeting. But that’s another story.

With my Deepest Love and Blessings.


A Meeting With Destiny 2017-11-20T09:11:31+00:00